~ | Aldous Huxley |
POET WRITER AUTHOR GENTLEMAN OUTSIDER
So when the day finally comes
I will probably have already
Checked out of the room,
Tired, so tired after years of words
And poems and voices and far too
Old to care anymore
About the nightly news.
And yet?
From somewhere six
Feet underground I will still be able to
Hear the wind, and like a flower
My body or what’s
Left of it will briefly rise and stir
As if in interest of even more of history’s
Passing events, and I, being merely a corpse
Will concede to write in the remaining fragments of
My mind and soul
A poem, and this poem
Will be my best poem
Heard by no one but my friends
Like Mrs. Applebee, who is in the lot
Next to me, who in life hated poetry
And who died at 83, or by the young
And newly dead Mr. Hastings who
Was is in love with Penelope and who was
In love with catastrophe and who dared
The poor young Mr. Hastings to
Have some quick sex sitting upon
Her balcony just outside
Her window ledge
Oh.
So Yes
Sorry, I’m still here
Ever so briefly.
As it seems that
Life is always presenting us
With it’s own stories
Of death and romance
Honor and bravery
And love and war
And in this epic poem from
The great beyond I shall go on
To tell all of you, dear humanity about
How cold the earth can be and
How comic and how tragic it all is in the end
To finally realize what all the final answers
Are to the universe and what all the how’s & all
The why’s and etc.(s) mean and to be able to
Tell no one.
Note:
So OK,
Doug was right
(The Answer? It’s 42)
But please wait, please listen
For I am now merely a voice
Upon the wind and
I’m forgetting something important
As my dead memory is
Fading, the poem in my head,
My soul slowly decomposing
And the world, planet earth
Is finally ending and turning into
Just fire and ashes from above
So I’ll recite it
As quickly as I can
Here’s the poem
The last poem
And it goes something
Like this :
So here’s the poem
The last poem
And it goes something
Like this
So here’s the poem
The last poem
And it goes something
Like this
So here’s the poem
The last poem
And it goes something
Like this
Like this
Like this
Like … This:
It’s … This.
Don’t worry.
Stop worrying
And live
Because everything
Is beautiful
And the poem
The story,
Repeats
Everything is beautiful
And the poem,
The story repeats
Everything is beautiful
Everything is beautiful
Every … Thing is,
Every … Thing is is is is
IS
“Beautiful”
“Beautiful”
“Beau…tif…ful”
_____________
R.M. ENGELHARDT
‘The Time Being’ brings you ‘Uncollected’ by Steve Kilbey. A deluxe edition of his books – Earthed, Nineveh, The Ephemeron, Fruit Machine and other selected works, all in one neat and tidy volume. All copies order through us will be signed by SK.
Once upon a time steve kilbey lived in Mansfield St, Rozelle (Sydney Australia) in an old terrace house. It was 1986, he would sit around in his kitchen banging out poetry. He wanted a poetry book because that’s what popstars did that had done everything else, they released a poetry book or two. Dylan, Bolan, Lennon… if it was good enough for them, then it was good enough for him.
203mm x 133mm
420 pages
Gloss cover
Black text on crème interior
Earthed, 1986 – Steve Kilbey
Nineveh & The Ephemeron, 1999 – Steve Kilbey/Erskine Music & Word
Fruit Machine, 2007 – Steve Kilbey
Uncollected, 1986-2013 – Steve Kilbey
Cover Painting by Steve Kilbey
Edited by Steve Kilbey, Graham Nunn and Samantha Mayfair
Typography and Design by Samantha Mayfair
A record of this book is held at the National Library of Australia.
ISBN 978-0-646-90398-9
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She’s gone.
Temporarily
Forever
Finding me
Here alone on the couch in
The middle of
Another Sunday afternoon
With my good friends
The Clan Macallan
& Warren Zevon
Reminiscing about all
Of the old days & all of
The best days past.
Yet, perhaps it’s all
Just an illusion
Or maybe it’s just the sounds
That bring us all back to
To the land of
Stark raving reality from
The momentary
And marked passing
Of punk poetry, slam dancing
And black leather jackets.
As Warren says to me
“Life Will Kill Ya”
And Macallan says to me
No worries my good son
“Drink up”
For she will soon
Return with
The love that you
Gave her
And your
Foolish, sentimental heart
In her pocket
“Too”
_______________
R.M. ENGELHARDT
From “The Resurrection Waltz”, 2013
Note:
Humanity?
I am tired of your self-centered
Bullshit & whining ways
Stop this train, stop it now.
For we shall all remain… Dream.
Persevere
Into this life,
Or the next.
An ode to the dead world that is poetry, lost and faraway.
The ancient soul of Sappho gone and golden days.
Tear these words, voices away. Now only left with memories.
Let the prophets burn,
And create the visions of what shall be
Under the currents and beyond the sleep of the icons reach…
Let us
Speak of that which is human,
Love …this eternal dream
Forget the fools, the mundane
Apocalypse, Etc.
A wild ride,
An action packed extravaganza
With spooky, scary thrills
Coming soon to an idiot near you.
Fuck it… Fuck them.
I’m going out
For a drink &
Kiss my wife & kids
Goodnight.
Love thy neighbor
Love thy friends
For this life
Is all too short
To waste.
_______________________
R.M. Engelhardt
“Sometimes it’s great, and sometimes it’s shit.
These are the things all the great philosophers
just won’t tell you flat out about life.
You keep moving, keep living, keep breathing
And you keep writing-creating because that’s what you do
And that’s who you are. There are no magical voices to guide
You except your own. Make it count.
~ R.M. ENGELHARDT
(IN THE BEGINNING)
The sun is a huntress young,
The sun is a red, red joy,
The sun is an indian girl,
Of the tribe of the Illinois.
(MID-MORNING)
The sun is a smouldering fire,
That creeps through the high gray plain,
And leaves not a bush of cloud
To blossom with flowers of rain.
(NOON)
The sun is a wounded deer,
That treads pale grass in the skies,
Shaking his golden horns,
Flashing his baleful eyes.
(SUNSET)
The sun is an eagle old,
There in the windless west.
Atop of the spirit-cliffs
He builds him a crimson nest.
~ | Vachel Lindsay, An Indian Summer Day On The Prairie. |
“Writers must oppose systems. It’s important to write against power, corporations, the state, and the whole system of consumption and of debilitating entertainments…I think writers, by nature, must oppose things, oppose whatever power tries to impose on us. You know, in America and in western Europe we live in very wealthy democracies, we can do virtually anything we want, I’m able to write whatever I want to write. But I can’t be part of this culture of simulation, in the sense of the culture’s absorbing of everything…If you’re a writer who, one way or another, comes to be seen as dangerous, you’ll wake up one morning and discover your face on a coffee mug or a t-shirt and you’ll have been neutralized.”
~ Don Delillo