R.M. ENGELHARDT

Poet Writer Author Albany NY

  • Poetry Reading

    SAINT POEM AT THE UAG, ALBANY NY

      To be a boxer, or not to be there
      at all. O Muse, where are our teeming crowds?
      Twelve people in the room, eight seats to spare
      it’s time to start this cultural affair.
      Half came inside because it started raining,
      the rest are relatives. O Muse.

      The women here would love to rant and rave,
      but that’s for boxing. Here they must behave.
      Dante’s Infemo is ringside nowadays.
      Likewise his Paradise. O Muse.

      Oh, not to be a boxer but a poet,
      one sentenced to hard shelleying for life,
      for lack of muscles forced to show the world
      the sonnet that may make the high-school reading lists
      with luck. O Muse,
      O bobtailed angel, Pegasus.

      In the first row, a sweet old man’s soft snore:
      he dreams his wife’s alive again. What’s more,
      she’s making him that tart she used to bake.
      Aflame, but carefully-don’t burn his cake!
      we start to read. O Muse.

      – Wislawa Szymborska

      _________________


  • SAINT POEM

    SAINT POEM

    saint poem


     

    Broken.
    like the words or like the poem
    or like the man who lost his favorite song
    his muse, his wife his dog
    and if it ain’t gonna walk, it begs, 

    it crawls, 

    and eventually dies

    alone.

    solitary-slow, old & torn up, screaming like some 
    bloody blood drenched heart
    a sonnet that once ached, breathed screamed in life
    history, ancient war. a ghost echo
    still heard by soldiers shell shocked & fucked up
    by the night
    whispering dreaming secretly, for sirens.

    wives….mothers….but never, for gods

    but only, for what remains 
    and is good…right

    and lo, tho I walk thru
    the valley of despair I still hope
    that there be some cigarettes there,
    or corpses, celebrities with new boots

    to write about

    on writing paper

    an inspirational travelogue
    of the damned

    of poems

    as somewhere, in all of your nightmares
    flying horses falter at the dome
    and there are too many stars in the sky
    the fireflies no longer seen

    lost..and forgotten
    and too full

    of beauty.

    So

    Dear diary
    Saint Poem,
    Please see me thru another day
    And may to thee I pray that the
    words doth flow like the river
    like life, like shit
    the voice

    of

    old poems
    mythic poems
    death poems
    haikus.
    happy poems
    koan koans
    my poems
    exist

    to worship nothing
    but the poem itself

    for in the beginning?
    there was heaven & earth
    intellectual monkeys
    and neanderthals in berets
    and they, they all prayed to you.

    Saint Poem…Saint Muse
    Oh, speak to thee like
    a third eye, transmission from heaven
    (or hell)
    Savior of writers block
    Guardian of the ancient word,

    Please, I pray send me another
    terrible lay, an angry muse
    an interesting day, or even
    a sunset dressed in black

    something…anything to write about
    except you…

    Saint Poem
    Saint Poem
    Saint Poem

    ______

    R.M. Engelhardt 2011

  • Maxwell Bodenheim


    Maxwell Bodenheim

    Birth: May 26, 1892 
    Death: Feb. 6, 1954 


    Blind

     

     

    Blinder than oak-trees in the wind
    Endlessly weaving sighs into a poem
    To sight,
    He sits, the light of one pale purple lantern
    Seeping into his dream-hollowed face,
    Like floating, transparent words
    Pale with unuttered meanings.
    He mends a flute and sighs as though
    Its shadow leaned heavily upon his heart
    And told him things his dead eyes could not grasp.

    To One Dead

     

    I walked upon a hill
    And the wind, made solemnly drunk with your presence,
    Reeled against me.
    I stooped to question a flower,
    And you floated between my fingers and the petals,
    Tying them together.
    I severed a leaf from its tree
    And a water-drop in the green flagon
    Cupped a hunted bit of your smile.
    All things about me were steeped in your remembrance
    And shivering as they tried to tell me of it

    Novelist and Poet. Once considered a leading modernist author of the early 20th Century, he is credited with introducing the spirit of French Naturalism into American Literature. His novel “Replenishing Jessica” (1925), a brutally frank tale about a young woman’s sexual liberation among seedy bohemians, was the subject of a famous obscenity trial that helped loosen censorship restrictions in the United States. When the court ruled in Bodenheim’s favor, New York City Mayor Jimmy Walker concurred with the quip, “No girl has ever been seduced by a book.” Bodenheim was born in Hermanville, Mississippi, and moved to Chicago with his family in 1900. There he became the center of a literary clique that included his good friend (and later enemy) Ben Hecht. His first book of poetry, “Minna and Myself” (1918), was praised by Carl Sandburg, William Carlos Williams, and Conrad Aiken. In 1920 Bodenheim settled in Greenwich Village, New York, and lived there the rest of his life. During the Jazz Age he was called America’s “King of the Literary Bohemians” and was notorious for his drinking, feuding, and womanizing. He was said to have resembled a young Kirk Douglas or Pat Riley, and women apparently found him irresistible. In one frenetic year, 1928, two women killed themselves after he dumped them, and two more attempted suicide. (A fifth ex-girlfriend died in a subway crash, her pockets stuffed with Bodenheim’s love letters). Despite all this dissipation he was a fairly prolific writer, producing 13 novels, 10 volumes of poems, and the memoir “My Life and Loves in Greenwich Village” (1950). His other works include the poetry collections “Introducing Irony” (1922), “The Sardonic Arm” (1923), and “Against This Age” (1925), and the novels “Blackguard” (1923), “Naked on Roller Skates” (1930), and “New York Madness” (1933). Bodenheim’s reputation declined after the Great Depression and by the early 1950s he was a homeless derelict, selling poems for drinks and panhandling. During the freezing New York winters he made his much younger third wife, alcoholic former journalist Ruth Fagin, prostitute herself in exchange for shelter. This activity cost both their lives. On February 7, 1954, the couple were found murdered in a dingy, heatless room; Bodenheim had been shot twice, Fagin stabbed to death. The confessed killer, Harold Weinburg, was judged incompetent to stand trial and served six years in a mental institution. The crime made Bodenheim news one last time, after which he receded from history. Today his books are out of print and he is unjustly remembered only for his dissolute life and lurid demise. (bio by: Robert Edwards)

    Burial:
    Cedar Park Cemetery
    Emerson
    Bergen County
    New Jersey, USA

  • www.rmengelhardtpoet.com Albany, NY based poet, writer R.M. Engelhardt has published several books over the last decade including Nod~Logos~Alchemy~The Last Cigarette: The Collected Poems of R.M. Engelhardt & others. His current experimental book of poetry & prose is called “Versus~Lexikon 2010” A poet & writer, Engelhardt through his ideas & visions has helped to create a large amount of the Upstate, Albany, NY spoken word~poetry scene and is the host of Albany’s most interesting poetry-Performance forum “GHOST IN THE MACHINE” @ The Fuze Box on every last Friday evening of each month. Thru his efforts along with such writers as Thom Francis he has created such groups the Albany Poetry Syndicate as well as Albany Poets (Now www.AlbanyPoets.com), which have left a lasting mark on the upstate NY literary scene. His work has also been published by many journals both in print including Retort, Danse Macabre, Outsider Ink, Sure! The Charles Bukowski Newsletter, Copious Amounts, Thunder Sandwich, The Angry Poet, Zygote In My Coffee, Full of Crow & many others. R.M. currently lives in Albany, NY. His books are available on Scribd www.scribd.com

    R.M. Engelhardt Poet~Writer ~ Albany, NY-Networked Blog

  • DEMOLISHED … For Ms. Friday Night.

    Poem: 2007

  • IN SEASONS OF

    In Seasons Of

    In seasons of

    Pleasure
    In her language
    I live

    Seemliest, fairest.
    She,
    My power
    A gracious chance which I have received
    Know
    All others removed

    in her light

    hue/hair
    her eyes
    With lovely face upon me

    she smiled

    I turn
    therefore towards love,

    Lady,
    Longing has come upon me
    With clever
    excellence
    And a neck,  beauty whiter
    than any maiden seen.

    Wooing in morning

    worn out from waking

    Alive as in action. Happy-

    Full.

    Oh heart, oh love

    Do not deprive me
    For I have been worrying long since,
    Endured for a time

    Waiting.

    Woman,

    Fairest beneath her clothing
    A song
    Of she

    A song of us

    Now sung
    By the lark

    And the mourning doves
    Where time is patient

    And our patience time

    Ours awakened
    Ours now
    And for-ever.
    ______________

    R.M. Engelhardt 2011

  • That weapon will replace your tongue. You will learn to speak through it.
    And your poetry will now be written with blood.

    DEADMAN ~ Film, 1995

  • S M O K E  &  M I R R O R S


    Smoke...

    Dear Poet,

    Please do tell us,

    Do say. SPEAK

    Of what is “Human”?

    Shakespeare

    Writing writing writing

    Again & again

    About love &

    Betrayal.

    And Mr. Blake,

    Always writing

    About all those winged angels above

    Whilst Lucifer

    Sits alone in his

    Basement still sulking over

    His big breakup

    With God.

    To be

    Or not to be

    Love, love me do,

    Do you still love me?

    Are we through

    Etc etc etc.

    Etc….”Blah.

    But the real, the same question

    Still and always remains.

    What is love?

    What does it mean?

    And is it ever enough?

    Ever?

    For the sirens

    Are still all singing upon

    the shores,

    And the muses are all still

    Dancing upon

    The waves

    Of Humanity

    To inspire.

    The next.

    The last.

    The true.

    The dead.

    So is this what it

    Is to be? Or not to

    Be?  Exist or to not exist at all

    As the universe merely spins away.

    To feel

    With consequence

    Or hate?

    But my dear poet;

    God or savior

    It all forever stays the same.

    As you light up another cigarette

    And slowly exhale the smoke

    Into the dark night

    Like words.

    For it’s all done

    With smoke & mirrors

    _____________

    R.M. Engelhardt  2011

  • Franz Kafka’s Daughter Meets the Evil Nazi Empire!!!: The Heroism of Roaches Holocaust-Tainted Poems

    BY ELLIOT RICHMAN

    While many books have been published about the nightmare of Nazi Germany and the Holocaust, none have the unique mixture of horror, black comedy and existential bile that poet Elliot Richman brings to the subject. Traveling deep into the recesses of the human psyche, Richman mines a dark vein and brings us back to the surface sweating and terrified, yet somehow better for having been there with him.

    Franz Kafka's Daughter Meets the Evil Nazi Empire!!!: The Heroism of Roaches: Holocaust-Tainted Poems

    Happy NATIONAL POETRY MONTH! If you like dark humor? Great poetry?

    I highly recommend this book of poems by author Elliot Richman.

    Check it out … R.M.

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    Hope you’ll join me…

    R.M.

    …

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