R.M. ENGELHARDT

Poet Writer Author Albany NY

  • The Bitter Men

    THE BITTER MEN

    Bitter men
    Write bitter poems
    Write bitter words
    Thus the world learns
    Of it’s own desolation

    When what was
    Once sacred once
    True is diminished
    By apathy & avarice

    Greed &
    Wealth

    For
    Bitter men
    Write bitter poems
    Write bitter words
    Thus the world learns
    Of it’s own desolation

    But the bitter men
    All usually drop dead
    Before anyone notices
    Truth

    Lost

    For the bitter men
    Saw their world crumble
    Beneath them saw
    The destruction of time

    And in it’s wake?

    The living all
    Still remain

    Clinging

    To hope

    Still dreaming

    ~ R.M. Engelhardt
    ©2024

  • DYSGRAPHIA

    DYSGRAPHIA

    Is the beginning?

    A story ?
    A poem?

    The poem?

    The story?

    Something

    has

    been

    Lost

    A memory ?

    A voice ?

    Write Write Write
    Writing

    Nothing

    Can’t

    Find

    The images

    Like a blurred dream

    Cannot awaken

    Or see

    Perhaps

    They all died
    They all lived

    In misery
    Happily ever after

    The end

    Fin.

    It all begins again

    ~ R.M. Engelhardt
    ©2024

  • Renewal

    RENEWAL

    Take the time to reflect upon your life, your writing and the direction you wish to follow. Rebuild all the things worthy of your time, your life.

    Get rid of all the things that are not.

    Create The New

    Happy 2024

    ~ R.M. Engelhardt ©2024

  • Faith Of The New

    the last year is gone
    like the rustling of the leaves
    the old world has passed and
    there’s a dark & lonely dream

    so it’s time to bring
    forth a new dream
    and renew our faith
    in the magick of change
    after all of which we
    have lost

    ~ R.M. Engelhardt
    ©2023

  • How?   A Poem * R.M. Engelhardt

    How does

               The mind forget
    

    Love forget sorrow but always

    Remembers how to fire

    A

    gun?

    ~ R.M. Engelhardt
    ©2023

  • IS POETRY RIGHT FOR YOU? *R.M. Engelhardt

    IS POETRY RIGHT FOR YOU?

    Even when Death inhabits a poem, he does not own it. He is a squatter. In fact, Death owns nothing.

    ~ Todd Moore, Outlaw Poetry


    I love Jesus but I don’t know why
    I want to die by suicide

    Do you ever go to sleep
    & wish you would never
    wake up?

    Is life just being, well

    A bitch?

    Sad. Boring. Endless?
    Day to day bullshit?

    THEN

    POETRY
    IS
    FOR
    YOU !

    That’s RIGHT!

    POETRY !

    Poetry Saves
    Poetry Lives
    Poetry can be funny
    Or Dark
    Poetry
    Is that special
    Something that really
    Appeals to all of you
    Out there constantly asking a
    Billion questions
    Without actual answers
    Poetry provides a glance
    Into your super secret
    Self, Poetry can be
    Exciting Depressing
    Meaningful or experimental
    Or even about love
    And Poetry doesn’t care
    Who you are or what you
    Believe in as long as you

    WRITE!

    YES
    That’s RIGHT

    POETRY
    is that creativity behind
    The curtains
    Of philosophy
    And power &
    Even religion because
    Poetry contains
    The most powerful invention
    Ever created called
    WORDS

    YES WORDS

    Those things we use
    Everyday to swear at
    People behind their
    Backs or used to express
    Those awkward
    And annoying
    Little things
    We call

    FEELINGS

    So life got you down?

    Fuck That!

    START WRITING
    POETRY
    TODAY !

    *DISCLAIMER:

    Poetry is not an actual or real solution to all your emotional issues and problems. Side effects may include illusions of grandeur, strange beards, beatnik hipster clothing and possibly large amounts of alcohol. Poetry can be addictive and submissions rejective. Poetry may upset certain people who aren’t used to bad rhyming. Poetry belongs to the masses but social media & corporations want you to pay money to share it’s voice which is complete shit. Poetry is not for racists, facists or anyone who is far too stupid to actually write a poem or breathe using hate speech at a kindergarten level. Poetry is not a product but a mystical force that can even quite possibly change the world.

    So see your librarian about poetry today!

    WARNING:

    Poetry in book form may enlighten you.

    So Fuck Censorship !

    CALL NOW!!

    ~ R.M. Engelhardt
    ©2023

  • OLD BONES * R.M. Engelhardt

    OLD BONES

    All the pessimists
    Stand in line

    Picking their noses
    Criticizing other voices

    Broken & defeated
    Long long

    Ago

    Bored
    With the
    Modern world
    They watch us
    All from their
    Thrones of sleep

    And then
    Once again
    Turn on the TV
    Looking outward
    For dominating ideas

    Approval.

    Validation.

    In the decayed
    Engine of the
    Great man made
    Machine

    Long tired & dead
    In the waters of
    Mere acceptance
    Their sad anarchy
    Now only a
    Visage of teenage
    Years bloated &
    Tired out without
    Renewal

    While all the dreamers
    Still dream, write sonnets
    To a new world of endless
    Possibilities, write poems
    To a universe from a different
    Place yet to be known or
    Seen

    As they throw the old bones
    The remains of humanity
    Into the void of the cosmos
    Searching within their souls

    For words

    The voices come back
    From the well of imagination

    The mortal coil
    Resurrected

    While all the pessimists
    Lay buried

    In cementaries

    Graves of their own
    Making

    Beneath the earth
    Within the dirt of time

    Unknown

    ~ R.M. Engelhardt
    ©2023

  • “The Moon Doesn’t Want Your Dick Pics” (An Immature Poem) ~ R.M. Engelhardt

    THE MOON DOESN’T WANT YOUR DICK PICS
    ( An Immature Poem)

    ~ R.M. Engelhardt
    ©2023

  • Ian Curtis Poems, Fevers of The Mind Press

    Excited To Have Some of My Poems About Ian Curtis of Joy Division included in this Great Anthology! Many Thanks to David O’Nan !

    ~ R.M. Engelhardt

  • POET BY NIGHT ~ R.M. Engelhardt

    POET BY NIGHT

    No one
    Ever asks

    To be a poet

    This shit just
    Happens to you

    Word addiction
    The turn of a phrase
    Your mind works
    Differently

    Than other
    Peoples minds

    A gift?
    Or a curse?

    You start writing
    Jotting down notes
    Talking into your phone

    Start looking at
    Reading books
    Quietly taken out

    From the library

    And on your lunch break?

    You start
    Scrolling poets
    On Instagram

    Occasionally
    Looking up
    To make sure
    No one sees you

    Is watching you

    And then?

    It starts

    You begin to write poems

    Not just 1 or 2
    But dozens
    Fascinated with
    The way you can
    Put them all together

    Like

    One of those haiku

    Or sonnet thingys

    As pain, humor
    & emotion start
    The human transformation

    So you live a secret life
    Among others

    Writing in secrecy
    Afraid of your own thoughts
    Until one day it happens

    ” Open Mic For Poetry”

    A sign

    There are others like me?

    You ask

    Therapy groups?

    Yes

    So you go out
    & listen

    Read

    In a bar
    Under the light
    Of the full moon

    And after you read
    Your poem a creepy old unshaven
    Bohemian looking guy
    Walks up to you & says

    ” That was great. Really good”

    YOU’RE
    ONE OF US
    NOW

    And the next
    Thing you know
    You’re wearing
    Silly hats & smoking
    Clove cigarettes

    And drinking coffee
    Past 8pm

    You’re one
    Of US now

    And there
    Is no cure

    No escape

    But to write

    ~ R.M. Engelhardt
    ©2023