R.M. ENGELHARDT

Poet Writer Author Albany NY

  • wolfe
    His hunger and thirst had been immense: he was caught up for the first time in a Faustian web—there was no food that could feed him, no drink that could quench his thirst. Like an insatiate and maddened animal he roamed the streets, trying to draw up mercy from the cobblestones, solace and wisdom from a million sights and faces, or he prowled through endless shelves of high-piled books, tortured by everything he could not see and could not know, and growing blind, weary, and desperate from what he read and saw. He wanted to know all, have all, be all—to be one and many, to have the whole riddle of this vast and swarming earth as legible, as tangible in his hands as a coin of minted gold.”
    ~  Thomas Wolfe, Of Time and the River
  • steinbecksmokes
    “And this I believe: that the free, exploring mind of the individual human is the most valuable thing in the world. And this I would fight for: the freedom of the mind to take any direction it wishes, undirected. And this I must fight against: any idea, religion, or government which limits or destroys the individual. This is what I am and what I am about.”
    ~  John Steinbeck, East of Eden
  • images-poet

    Concealed, my many angers lay in my heart before

    this hour as brown seeds ripen within the apple-core,
    and I was always certain that, sword in hand, a friendly
    strong angel followed behind me, an angel to defend me.
    But when, one wild dawn, waking, you see your whole world crumbling
    to dust and must go forward confused, a phantom fumbling
    and all but naked, your few belongings left behind,
    then you will find arising in your lightened heart, a refined
    and musing, humble yearning, laconic and mature —
    if still you can rebel, it’s not over your own sorrow
    but for a glowing, distant, sweet freedom for tomorrow.

    Positions and possessions I’ve never held and won’t,
    but spare a moment’s thought for this wealthy life: I don’t
    concern myself with vengeance, my heart is free of rage,
    the world will be rebuilt — and, although this ugly age
    has banned my words, they will yet ring out beneath new walls;
    alone I must live through all that in my time befalls
    me knowing that neither memories nor magic can defend me;
    I will not glance behind me — above, the sky’s unfriendly,
    and should you see me yet, turn away, my friend, and go on.
    Where in the past a mighty protector stood behind me,
    the angel might be gone.

    Miklós Radnóti

  • ralph-waldo-emerson poem

    by Ralph Waldo Emerson

     

    What makes a nation's pillars high
    And its foundations strong?
    What makes it mighty to defy
    The foes that round it throng?
    
    It is not gold. Its kingdoms grand
    Go down in battle shock;
    Its shafts are laid on sinking sand,
    Not on abiding rock.
    
    Is it the sword? Ask the red dust
    Of empires passed away;
    The blood has turned their stones to rust,
    Their glory to decay.
    
    And is it pride? Ah, that bright crown
    Has seemed to nations sweet;
    But God has struck its luster down
    In ashes at his feet.
    
    Not gold but only men can make
    A people great and strong;
    Men who for truth and honor's sake
    Stand fast and suffer long.
    
    Brave men who work while others sleep,
    Who dare while others fly...
    They build a nation's pillars deep
    And lift them to the sky.

     

  • studentmastery

     

    The problem with all students, he said, is that they inevitably stop somewhere. They hear an idea and they hold on to it until it becomes dead; they want to flatter themselves that they know the truth. But true Zen never stops, never congeals into such truths. That is why everyone must constantly be pushed into the abyss, starting over and feeling their utter worthlessness as a student. Without suffering and doubts, the mind will come to rest on cliches and stay there, until the spirit dies as well. Not even enlightenment is enough. You must continually start over and challenge yourself.

    ~ Mastery (Robert Greene)

  • Everyage

     

    “Every age has its own poetry; in every age the circumstances of history choose a nation, a race, a class to take up the torch by creating situations that can be expressed or transcended only through poetry.”

    ~ Jean-Paul Sartre

  • quote

  • Poetry is dead, long live poetry  ~ Lawrence Ferlinghetti
    Poetry is dead, long live poetry
    ~ Lawrence Ferlinghetti

     

    “O me! O life!… of the questions of these recurring;

    Of the endless trains of the faithless—of cities fill’d with the foolish;

    Of myself forever reproaching myself, (for who more foolish than I, and who more faithless?)

    Of eyes that vainly crave the light—of the objects mean—of the struggle ever renew’d;

    Of the poor results of all—of the plodding and sordid crowds I see around me;

    Of the empty and useless years of the rest—with the rest me intertwined;

    The question, O me! so sad, recurring—What good amid these, O me, O life?

    Answer.

    That you are here—that life exists, and identity;

    That the powerful play goes on, and you will contribute a verse.”

    ~ Walt Whitman, Leaves of Grass

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    According To The Urban Dictionary:

    Slam Poetry: A Definition

    The poetry that thrives in a culture of non-readers. Very sincere, bad poetry. Delivered in front of and given encouragement from a small group of people who are also bad poets. Slam poets think that their poetry is more powerful if they just yell it. Sincerely painful to listen to. It’s bad poetry. They try very hard, but they have no idea what they’re doing.

    Most slam poetry could be better classified as motivational speaking or stand-up comedy.

    Poetry : A Definition

     1. An archaic form of literature, now dying off. Doggerel.

    As practiced in modern times, poetry is a discredited means of (supposedly) communicating aesthetic thoughts or feelings in verbal form. Thousands, perhaps millions of person-hours, disc/server space, and trees are wasted to develop and store this tripe.

    “Award winning” poetry is usually the worst kind, representing the vilest outcome of combining incestuous art-cronyism with self-indulgent self-promotion.

    2. A complete waste of time.

    1. Bob is nearly finished with his english degree, but he still needs a credit in poetry of the twentieth century.

    2. 

    Small trees that shine

    out of watery depths

    With broken limbs, like

    Becky are

    Not why I write.

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    Above, as you have just read are two comedic and yet sarcastic definitions of what slam poetry is and what poetry itself is to a generation out there who on Urban Dictionary believe that they are being comical and witty. But the truth is that there is some deeper hidden meaning in both of these separate ideas of a definition. Once, poetry was a sacred thing full of wisdom and a secret meaning that the reader was to ponder but it was also about the words and life experiences of the poet, a mystical figure shrouded in enlightenment whose words were like prophecy. The Bible? Poetry. The Koran? Poetry. Religions and laws based on those religions? All poetry and all based on those voices and those words written by wordsmiths and scribes. And those words once meant something more and those poems were epic. Every civilization on earth from the dawn of recorded time has had their great poets. Every age had something to say that defined them. But the question now exactly is where is poetry going and where are all those voices now?

    It seems that over the last thirty years or so that poetry has been manipulated into something it should never be by popular culture and by the idea that poetry is anything that you can say (ex. Lyrics) when up upon a stage for a contest and to win a few dollars. As an event idea It’s a wonderful thing that slam poetry open mics have helped academics, colleges and schools bring kids and students into the light of reading literature but it is now an overused tool and it’s time has sadly passed. Slam poetry has simply become another label that has outlived it’s time and usefulness. For poetry should be much more than this, and it has to become much more than this or it just isn’t poetry anymore and the poet merely becomes just another performer or rapper. Once upon a time poetry was important. It created new worlds of imagination and reached imaginations. It influenced and inspired generations who fought and died and who stood up against war and oppression. But tell us, where are these voices now when we need them most?  Where is our new Walt Whitman or William Shakespeare when we are merely as writers and the public writing something just to get up on a stage and to just rant but not to write any words or poems on the page that are powerful or eternal? Who will write these lasting words that will speak to our descendents or to a generation 500 years from now?

    It’s time to write. It’s time to dispel the myth that true poetry in all it’s forms is not archaic or dead but alive and well and to bring those forms back into being. It’s time to be inspired and write not just for an audience who applauds you in a cafe or a bar after a few drinks and score you but for those who will read your words many years from now. So let’s be honest. Slam poetry, as a label and as a form, as a contest or as an event has had it’s day and it’s time to pronounce it dead.  If you are a true poet or a writer this shouldn’t bother you but not writing or finding the right words should because that’s what we do. You write. The 20th century produced some amazingly talented poets such as T.S. Eliot, Silvia Plath, Borges, Garcia Lorca and many many others but after the Beat Generation ended it seems overall there are just a mere handful of poets now living or dead  in comparison whose work and craft and the truth within it  all have truly earned the right to be called “Poets”.

    So, where are all the new voices now?

    We would like to read their words.

    Start writing.

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    ~ R.M. ENGELHARDT, 2013

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    Poetry and cigarettes

    Will save your soul,

    Or what once

    Someone told me

    Before I grew old,

    And scotch and women?

    It’s all the same,

    For these four things

    Shall keep you quite sane

    But now that I’m older

    And wiser for wear

    I know it’s only love

    That keeps our souls here.

    For words

    Might be wisdom

    And words may be true

    But love is more

    Beautiful and

    Far wiser than you

    Will ever ever be.

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    ~ R.M. ENGELHARDT, 2013