IN RETROSPECT
The writer newly published
The flavor of the month
The watering eye
A voice trapped in
Another world gone by
Singular
Unique
Those words
Were gold
My favorite poems are
The one’s he wrote
About suffering
Mostly the old love
Poems about drinking
And having your soul
Torn out & ripped apart
Gritty bar poems
& one night stands, sarcasm &
Broken hearts in
Nightclubs
Poetic Noir
All dressed
In black
But then?
That poet?
He grew a conscience
And a dangerous one at that
His verses saw the
Monsters for what they
Were, what they are
The wandering poet
Now the slayer of dragons
The manifestos
The punches landed
A nation’s political demise
That it doesn’t take
Some empath
To see rising
Asking
What is pain &
What is life?
And where do we start or begin?
To walk through the dark
And out of the light
To some strange form of
Awakening
The death
Of the old guard or
Just what we need
Another punk rock
Fucking shaman
Trying to save the world
But in retrospect
Who gives a fuck
About poetry anymore
Anyways?
When everyone
Can be the same
Creating digital horse shit
From home
That gets consumed
And thrown out like
Garbage
Souls, all meaning recycled
In its now withering futuristic
Grace
The man
Mankind
Out of time &
Out of place
Rumor has it he’s dead
Rumor has it he’s been
Locked in a cell
By the monsters
He fought against
And lost
Burned books
And the thousands
Of other voices
Now gone
Without memory
So how’s that for dystopia?
Or a vision received ?
I found one of his books
Thrown in another pile
Mistaken for a Christian
Guide
Of prayer
~ R.M. Engelhardt
©2026



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