R.M. ENGELHARDT

Poet Writer Author Albany NY

  • So apparently this article has been moving around a bit in Facebook groups. The writer is not the first to coin the term ” Poetry is Dead” or for that matter the poetic viewpoint that T.S. Elliot was the game changer. What is your idealism or belief? This is not so much a critique as merely a viewpoint ( *please read first). To me, as a poet his viewpoint is interesting but what he has seriously forgotten is that Elliot wrote Wasteland in a drastically changed world only a few short years after WW1. Hence why the poem & title “The Wasteland”

    I see Elliot’s poems as the new siren, the almost near dead, broken muse attempting to somehow comprehend a vast amount of death & destruction in a new world trying to recover 100 years ago. This was the very beginning of our times. A fearful world which now after 2 world wars and the fear of possible nuclear war which we were born into. The old world of our humanity & our full relationship to the natural world disappeared in the fire. The constant is again the word ” Fear” which we still live with in our subconscious every single day. So it is of little imagining as to why we are poets of politics & protest, dark, brooding rebellion and of end times. Eliot was just the first victim grappling with this destitute reaction to a nightmare made reality and its horrors.

    Simply put? The event of World War, destruction & the death of thousands was merely a razorblade cutting into the poet’s soul and the realization that we would all never be whole or the same ever again.

    We are still broken.

    We just don’t realize it.

    ~ R.M. Engelhardt

    On T.S. Elliot & The Death of Poetry.
  • R.M. Engelhardt & The Notorious Coffee Quote Scandal
    My Quote Has Been Shared All Over Creation Since 1994 Because, Well, I’m A Coffee Addict

    Damn. ( I’m laughing at the obvious)

    And I mean this humorously but:

    Generally I’m an open minded writer and I support new and upcoming writers but If I had single dollar for every time someone ripped off my famous 1994 coffee quote I’d be a billionaire by now. I’ve seen it switched around, I’ve seen it turned into (gag) tea etc.boring, gross, lines stolen and thrown in without the smokes blah blah blah

    Will someone please tell these idiots to create their own damn words and learn to write? I’m tired of seeing my words unravelled by dim-wits who think they’re being clever( See said inferior plagiarized quote below. No author on Google found or mentioned) Found this ” gem” on Facebook … Twice!

    Twits!

    Go buy your own damn coffee.
    This one’s mine.

    And always shall be.

    ~R.M. Engelhardt. Writer (And Coffee Addict)

    Said Inferior ” Rip Off” Coffee Quote Above

    ” Rainy Days” my Ass (Yawn)

    ~ R.M. Engelhardt ©2023

  • As the old year fades away

    I dream of a far off day

    Where we all contain the humanity

    To mend & change our ways

    Let greed make way for charity

    Let hate make way for understanding

    And let these two wrongs to others disappear

    And as the old year fades away

    Let our world begin again anew, awake

    A better place without malice
    A better world without disease

    But
    This future time
    This future place
    All depends upon

    You

    ~ R.M. Engelhardt ©

    2023.

    It’s going to be a great year of change, poetry, writing & events. My small press Dead Man’s Press Ink will be publishing new work by poets and hosting events such as our monthly poetry open mic INVOCATION OF THE MUSE POETRY OPEN MIC at Lark Hall here in Albany NY as well as a new non poetry event at the Fuzebox Nightclub called PROHIBITION 1923.

    Also? I’m working on my next book!

    Have a Happy New Year!

    ~ R.M. Engelhardt

    2023 R.M. Engelhardt
  • The Lost Poems From Nod. R.M. Engelhardt 2003

    Twenty years ago I wrote a chapbook called Nod. 2003. These were some poems based on the experimental style of EE Cummings & George Oppen Many of the poems were published on now long gone poetry journal internet sites and as we know many online journals don’t last forever. Here are a few poems. Hope that you enjoy them.

    ~ R.M. Engelhardt

    HEDROGLOSSIA

    LOOK

    If I can’t find the meaning well then at least I’ve found you
    And that being that is much more than ever being and much
    More than ever merely needing a touch, a voice, a word or a
    Feeling, something to be or not to …

    SEE!

    There I’ve done it again!

    Hyper and not hedroglossia!

    Too many words asking me to listen
    Too many voices only mine repeating
    Being two when I’m with you when this elusive thing they call time stands still and these days of our lives are suddenly & distinctly becoming entangled
    Moving much too fast for even Captain Zoom & his paisley rocket ship to fathom
    And sleeping beneath these quiet dreams of unspokeness
    And hearing all of these voices at once and yet, at times being so alone.

    So I guess this is what they call hedroglossia,
    The wanting of a voice now gone, the hearing of a song
    The fear of not knowing possibly what belongs In these arms of poetry and dusk.

    WRECK

    (oh no Jock Cousteau, please help me salvage this heart.) because she who thinks she knows who thinks she knows knows nothing.
    says so long because his song has been sung. (and being a wreck, invisible)
    he sinks, drinks her false fear un-emotion and her ice cold seas into oblivion
    and sends out one last beacon for her in the night
    that she will never answer.

    and lost at sea even she knows that he cannot comeback from the dead.
    for it was she who sunk the ship before it could even reach its destination

    Crea en el amor y en yo¶ll siempre cree en usted

    MEMENTO

    Better to feel
              (Than be)
    Blood rushes thru veins
    And the heart beats,
    Only one-day to complete its duty
    While eventually earth and gods shall all come
    Crashing down
    And kingdoms & civilizations fade.
    And so please, I ask you only this;
    That when I leave to let me take these
    Few things with me;
    The moon, the sun and the stars,
    And the small traces of light which
    Once reflected in your eyes
    That I can no longer see

    NOTES TO AN INSENSITIVE UNIVERSE

    So what do you know about What is or is not to be?
    (Hmmm … perhaps it is we)
    Moving, living and struggling as if we think the very existence of the universe depends upon these things
    But the universe (dam dark void)
    Will be quite fine without us
    &  our  ³Feelings´

    Poor universe
    And without love
    Sadder still for not
    Knowing what it wants
    Or what its here for

    POEM TO PAST SELF IN FUTURE TENSE

    Yours is a beauty of monstrous pro-
    Portions with the world
    Spinning randomly into
    Oblivion where the leaves are all
    Dying all of the time off of the trees,
    Where  misery makes its way into every small tissue stealing.

    Yours is a world where
    Beauty has fled and has left town
    For greener pastures, has drowned its-
    Self into the sea of angst & tears and
    Has mixed its-self with alcohol &
    Cigarettes, sad poems and
    Indiscriminate men & women who
    Already know that beauty has left
    The scene,

    (And they no longer care to find her)

    And yet it is good that beauty has
    Finally found you and that beauty is not
    Dead

    But was only merely sleeping

    On the sofa of your dreams

    WHAT SHE SAID
     
    She said;

    ³If you ever tell me that you love me I’m afraid that I’ll have to leave.´  

    So not wanting to ever lose her he bent down, got close and softly whispered   in her ear;

                         ³Lust … .Lust …Lust´ 

    WAR FILM

    Buddhist hope cow.com of love transcending the  dialect of     
    gloss & loss & gloom to the mysterious mysticism of the time  machine

                                                   of  ³when?´
                                                  
                 Oh how I love thee, mammals of flesh and blood and candy.             Let me count the innocent waves, the waves of psychotic           
                  emotion, measure my ass for caps and my heart for meaning                                
                    less
                                                 ³gestures.´
                                                
    (And please; screen my phone calls for truths, religions, promises & AIDS.)

      For selective in our service we the
      brave and the free will send out our hippie-bred children into the 
      Man swarm and the cities of their destinies, their lives as  
      Instantaneous as eighteen-year-old twinkies and our reasons   as contrived as an
     
    oily eagle
                                                    ³fart´
                                                   
             Captain Zoom may send you to your doom as happy as a       
               rectal thermometer but the smiling mortician man grim will       
                 dress you up in green who spills & spells out
                                            F R E E D O M     
                                           
                                         ³Horizontally´
                                        
                                        with a capital
                                       
        D.

    ALONE

    Alone in a room with-
                                                   Out you is alone, alone                                                 Without you is alone.
                                                                 Alone without you is like
                                                                 The moon without the stars,
                                                                 The world without the sun                                                           
                                                                   Shining upon it.
                                                                  
                                                     Good days or bad
                                                     With you I’m never sad
                                                     But without you in a          
                                                                                            Room I’m alone.

    I   KNOW

    There are certain things  I know don’t  know, feel don’t  feel & see don’t see.

    I am a blind
    Man with the near
    And the far, I am a
    Baby bat that grasps
    And squeaks to all
    Things sad & mean all
    Past & future present past
    In the worship of your heart.

    Sacred life of words
    Unspoken by man
    Knowing truth
    Is truth.

    *All poems From The KotaPress Anthology  2003
    R.M. Engelhardt ©

  • WITH NOTHING MORE TO SAY

    WITH NOTHING MORE TO SAY

    Some day
    One day
    You won’t reach out
    For fame
    Because it doesn’t
    Exist never existed
    Never came or stayed
    or ever paid
    The rent

    True

    Or real

    Or yours

    Or was ever
    Truly

    Like words

    And then?

    Someday
    Sometime off
    In a near distant future place you
    Will find yourself standing up
    On a stage older

    And under the lights

    All alone

    Empty & Vacant
    Like all the stars
    You once dreamed of or
    Wrote about

    Yet still comparing
    Yourself to all the
    “Famous Ones” remembered & yet
    Constantly complaining about how
    Your genius wasn’t noticed &
    Was over looked

    By fools

    As you wish to believe
    You were a great part of history
    The handful worth reading

    When the truth is
    Nobody & no one will
    Even remember your name

    Perhaps
    In a month?
    Even
    A decade or just a
    Year from now?

    And they won’t
    Recall or remember
    A single word you said
    Or wrote

    Finding that all
    The mingling &
    Sucking up and the fake
    Complimenting
    Didn’t get you very
    Far in life

    At all

    And that this will
    Be the sad day the infinite
    Day of all days
    Future
    And past

    With no love
    Soul or sentimentally

    Left

    But perhaps?
    The artist was wrong

    And the lecture
    Has ended

    But
    In your version

    You believe that
    Your handful of
    Blind followers

    Will think
    That you have
    Mysteriously
    Disappeared

    Like Rimbaud
    Or some other
    Immortal legend

    But instead
    You’ll be found
    In the drive thru

    At McDonald’s

    Surviving

    ~ R.M. Engelhardt

    © 2022

  • *An Interview With Thom Francis of The Hudson Valley Writers Guild.

    https://www.mediasanctuary.org/stories/2022/talking-political-writing-post-pandemic-arts-and-finding-home-with-r-m-engelhardt/

    R.M. Engelhardt started sharing his poetry at local open mics in the early-90s and has since been a driving force in keeping the poetry and spoken word alive and well in the area. He has hosted a number of readings and events over the years and continues to welcome writers new and old to the stage.In this clip, Engelhardt reads “DeGeneration” at the Borders Open Mic on January 25, 1995. This poem was recorded for the CD, “Volume: A Compilation of Poets, Live”, produced by Mary Panza and Steve Clark chronicling the poetry scene at the time at such venues as the QE2, Margarita’s, and Borders.We talk about political poetry, what the arts community looks like in a post-pandemic world, and how he landed at Lark Hall for his monthly open mic.

  • HARASSED BY SQUIRRELS

    Cold December Morning
    Too early to wake up I sip
    Hot coffee mumbling as the
    Local squirrels harass me
    For more bird seed
    With evil & angry

    Stares

    ~ R.M. Engelhardt ©2022

    Poet Writer Author Albany NY

  • Within each man a shadow exists.

    The shadow of his past.
    The shadow of his future.

    And the shadow of all the things he
    Could have been.

    ~ R.M. Engelhardt

  • A POEM FOR THE FRIEND WHO SACRIFICED

    ʃəˌlɒm əˈleɪxəm, ˌʃoʊləm

    Aren’t you that kid
    Who plays the harmonica?

    The old man
    Sitting in the wheelchair
    Said

    They had told him
    That he had a visitor
    But he doesn’t recall
    Having any at
    The nursing home
    In a very
    Long time

    The nurse told
    Him it was an old
    Friend, a man with
    A beard in his late
    Fifties in a cap

    But the old man
    Now near 80 had
    Lost much

    Memories and loved ones
    Books and all the things
    That had made him
    Him

    Himself

    Near deaf
    And near blind

    The loss of months
    Weeks

    Years

    Within his
    Own mind

    And when
    The lost friend
    Walked in he could
    See the loss
    The sadness upon
    The old man’s face

    And he said:

    Well sir.

    It looks like
    Both of us have
    Lost a few things

    ” But do you remember the words?”

    ” The poetry?”

    All the crowds of
    People the voices
    In times of
    Change?

    And the horror
    Of how it all went
    Down, the battles we
    All fought for people?
    The ones for all our souls?

    Freedom?

    But the old man
    Just stared into space
    With no recognition

    No emotion

    In silence

    But then?

    The man in the cap
    Pulled out a harmonica
    Out of his pocket

    And started playing
    A familiar song

    And the old man
    Smiled

    And as he
    Played a single
    Tear ran down his
    Face

    And the old man
    Softly said:

    “Thank you”

    “For Everything”

    And then
    Sitting in his chair
    Quietly passed

    Away

    ~ R.M. Engelhardt
    ©2022

  • The Outsider …

    “…The Outsider is doubly a rebel: a rebel against the Established Church, a rebel against the unestablished church of materialism. Yet for all this, he is the real spiritual heir of the prophets…The purest religion of any age lies in the hands of its spiritual rebels.

    The twentieth century is no exception.”

    ~ Colin Wilson