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~ R.M.

Give me back my broken night
my mirrored room, my secret life
it’s lonely here,
there’s no one left to torture
Give me absolute control
over every living soul
And lie beside me, baby,
that’s an order!
Give me crack and anal sex
Take the only tree that’s left
and stuff it up the hole
in your culture
Give me back the Berlin wall
give me Stalin and St Paul
I’ve seen the future, brother:it is murder.
THE ZERO YEAR
Trans-ferance.
Voice Of Angels
Voice Of Nothing
Voice Of Prophets
Voice
Of God
The Voice Of Self
The Waiting, (The Dead)
Receptacles…Shells
Of No Certainty. Never`Land.
Stuck in denial,
Traffic, Chaos
To tell the tale,
Trans-MIT dim echoes
Of ancient lies, eternal
Of night-sleep
Obscuring~Blinding
Dark.
For Forever Is Never A Forever
No Absolutes
No Signs
No Mistake
That upon this precipice
You dwell like the haunted man,
Year Zero Once Again
Handed down by the
Great King
Of Kings, rising falling
Forgetting
That upon this earth
Somewhere a child awakens,
Joyful & naive
Without fear.
_______________
WORLD ON FIRE
(From “The Resurrection Waltz, 2013)
Saxophone screaming.
Like jazz… morphine.
salvation…
running, thru the streets
To:
Refrain Refrain Refrain
To Begin ~ To End,
Proceed.
To, Some Where Some Way
Silence.
In Dead Lights And In Hyper-Space
And Unto The Holy Light of the
Last Cash Machine
As the Utopian Prophecy bleeds
Magnificent, Malevolent
In-To Thine Youthful Eyes Which Hears- Seas
Of Majestic rhymes & urban schemes,
A Salvation… Of Gun Shot Megaphone Deliverance
And Oh Unto Thee, We Deliver Great Hopes Of Miracles… Mercy.
Illuminations As Thy Cradles Rock Falsely
With The sad Arrogance Of Label Made Kings,
Offering Up All Your Dead sons,
father, mother, sisters, brothers
used up,
Mother-Fuckers
Who have killed the word, & the sound & whole world of grace
Monotonous with
“Hype”
With the smiles of Money~Greed Messiahs
Sampling Out Salvation, A Promise, A Lie,
All Their Words Now,
Just An Epiphany,
In A “Box”
Moving on down towards
South Of Heaven
Non-Transcendence Dead Enlightenment &
The Dead Roar Of Time
That says
“Nothing”
Nothing.
Fore-wards
Back-wards stealing From All the Lost Poets & the dead souls
With a weak childish snarl that says, “ME’ “MINE”
A place where no philosophers need apply.
With No More Gods To Worship &
No more new myths to create
As The Vessel Sinks,
Stinks,
Reeks Of Slamming bores
Rhyming Whores for all the same crimes
Yo.
Pants Un-Fit With weak words that will not survive
The Tides Of Time
And that shall never ever make it
Unto The Shore.
As one-day they will all say:
Kill Roy was here
And he wrote a poem upon the WALL
Which said this
“NOTHING”
Except that he was here.
With his Bling Props No Props No Echo Your Masses Asses Making
Hip Gang Signs & Buying Up Your Video Product
YO.
No Rebels left But Cowards Who just Sing The Song Of Thy Puppet Selves
Little Boys Of Violence With Little Swords That Cannot & Will Never Plow The Field
Of Men.
Because, with weapon in pants, they are shit. Who do not mend.
Hip?
Gone.
Now amongst us silent
Hop?
Dead
The very thought
That once we shit thru our veins, living
Lost,
Intolerable,
And MIA
As non aware un-alive
Follows when time is measured
monosyllabic and in waning days
For death recurrence
And numbers on papers, not soldiers
Become A Waste Of All That Is-Was Life.
But Can such an Armageddon
Accidental circumstances exist?
Life? Made of location and color
When the door of words is finally broken
With All levels un-covered
And Boring sets made of dead set repetition?
No.
Because every man
therefore may whisper in the wind,
tend to the madness,
up to him-self,
Disappear
in thy-self.
No.
That these are all faults
because every man
therefore may whisper in the wind,
Unto the vast world
Which is Now Dead
To Others.
Saxophone,
screaming…
(Once like jazz… morphine.. salvation… running, thru the streets)
A World On Fire
Which said something
That Mattered
Now dead.
________________
~ R.M. Engelhardt

Before super models
Ruled the earth
There were people.
Before idiots
Controlled
The government
There were wise men.
The future
Is now
The past.
Desolate faces
Ride subway trains & buses without
Hope. Hoping.
And politics
Has become
A children’s
Game.
While going down
On Madison Avenue
The persuaders,
Manipulators & Predators Worship
In churches
Of nothingness.
In churches
Of shit.
The media
Ignoring What is To come
And be.
Because it’s Bad for publicity
And bad
For business.
That these truths
Are self-evident.
That people
Are dying
Over oil reserves
In the Middle East.
That people
Are being denied
Their rights.
That No one has
The balls to
Stop the maniacs
Who’ve taken over
Our lives.
So just accept it.
Relax.
Buy a coke
And a smile.
As the lights
In your child’s
Eyes
Dim.
Fade.
And go out.
_____________
~ R.M. 2005
I am waiting for my number to be called
and I am waiting
for the Salvation Army to take over
and I am waiting
for the meek to be blessed
and inherit the earth
without taxes
and I am waiting
for forests and animals
to reclaim the earth as theirs
and I am waiting
for a way to be devised
to destroy all nationalisms
without killing anybody
and I am waiting
for linnets and planets to fall like rain
and I am waiting for lovers and weepers
to lie down together again
in a new rebirth of wonder”
~ Lawrence Ferlinghetti – I am Waiting
Dark-mirrored hallways
a dim precision march
Here we have tread before
Without fear/Well measured
Pagan desires and objective
Study. Pavlov’s dog is still
Breathing, his cigarette falls
To the floor and he dances like
a manic animal. Lost in the
headlights, accidents shall
occur once more. There are
no excuses left for avatars,
no reasons left for men,
only lights in the doorways
flicker and then they slowly
===F===A===D===E
(to grey)
(to grey)
(to grey)
out.
exit.
_________________________________
N I G H T
In the dark we rarely see
Images from movies appear
Easy to remain the voyeur
As Bogart stares at Bacall.
Here, are your vampires
your child-like apparitions
Yet true monsters are by far
better dressed and elusive
who, when asked to be truthful
shall lie as they calculate your
fate, look into your eyes and say
“Don’t worry, all is well”.
There is something strange about
demons, night holds the key, we
devoured by these realities which
someone has named the truth.
And yet, who if asked would pray
for a parallel universe? Would you?
Would God do this after listening
to choirs? So uninspired
that he would need to cool off?
This is an impersonation, he is
wearing old spice, his shirt open
down to his navel. Disgusted, we
turn away from this sight, a decaying
Casanova hiding in the shadows of his youth.
As night approaches, we, much like
our old ancestors, still stare into the
fires and wonder about our lives, dream
of our own private shambalas, forget,
pass the bottle and survive.
But is this all we shall amount to?
When all we know is nothing,
Except this
____________________________________
A POEM FROM MY DESTRUCTIONS
And now alas yet another poem from my destructions,
You, witness to and here in new flesh and new skin.
The skin of hero, the skin of snake, the skin of monster, the skin of saint all gradually and eventually shedding piece by piece living and dying and reinventing the world. Poems, photographs, enemies and the catastrophes which perish into the void. Paper, undigested words, mute horses and mad nostalgic whores, all reality deficient and nocturnally deaf to the unpure beating heart of man and muse. Reason-religion-idealism-theory….and shit. The perfect and critical butt-flight of monkeys and the cacophony of idle crows who sit upon the fences of eternity passing judgment upon our souls until we give in…to emptiness. But let them all know this;
That Jesus came unabridged with two fish and a loaf of bread, more a poet than a precise carpenter and he fed multitudes….
“With hope”
____________________________________
LAST CALL
When stars fall out of the sky and
all lights fade into silence.
When you grow cold
Eyes grow old
Touch grows cold
Stars fall out of the sky
And lights still fade.
After years
After hours
After moments
That never mattered
You grow cold
Love grows cold
Eyes grow old
And love fails..falls,
Fucked up and silent
Foolish and waiting
In the corner.
When the universe mo longer
Yields to your commands
When the mirror finally breaks
And all you are left with is glass
You grow old
touch grows cold
eyes grow old
And all of the stars still
Fall out of the sky
It’s time for the last call.
_______________________________
R.M. Engelhardt Copyright 2005.