R.M. ENGELHARDT

Poet Writer Author Albany NY

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    ~ R.M.

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    Give me back my broken night
    my mirrored room, my secret life
    it’s lonely here,
    there’s no one left to torture
    Give me absolute control
    over every living soul
    And lie beside me, baby,
    that’s an order!
    Give me crack and anal sex
    Take the only tree that’s left
    and stuff it up the hole
    in your culture
    Give me back the Berlin wall
    give me Stalin and St Paul
    I’ve seen the future, brother: 

    it is murder. 

     
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  • The Zero Year 2045

    THE ZERO YEAR

    Trans-ferance.

    Voice Of Angels
    Voice Of Nothing
    Voice Of Prophets

    Voice

    Of God

    The Voice Of Self
    The Waiting, (The Dead)

    Receptacles…Shells

    Of No Certainty. Never`Land.

    Stuck in denial,
    Traffic, Chaos

    To tell the tale,
    Trans-MIT dim echoes
    Of ancient lies, eternal
    Of night-sleep
    Obscuring~Blinding

    Dark.

    For Forever Is Never A Forever
    No Absolutes
    No Signs
    No Mistake

    That upon this precipice
    You dwell like the haunted man,
    Year Zero Once Again
    Handed down by the
    Great King
    Of Kings, rising falling
    Forgetting

    That upon this earth
    Somewhere a child awakens,
    Joyful & naive

    Without fear.

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    World On Fire

    WORLD ON FIRE
    (From “The Resurrection Waltz, 2013)

    Saxophone screaming.

    Like jazz… morphine.
    salvation…
    running, thru the streets

    To:

    Refrain Refrain Refrain

    To Begin ~ To End,

    Proceed.

    To, Some Where Some Way

    Silence.

    In Dead Lights And In Hyper-Space
    And Unto The Holy Light of the
    Last Cash Machine
    As the Utopian Prophecy bleeds
    Magnificent, Malevolent
    In-To Thine Youthful Eyes Which Hears- Seas
    Of Majestic rhymes & urban schemes,

    A Salvation… Of Gun Shot Megaphone Deliverance

    And Oh Unto Thee, We Deliver Great Hopes Of Miracles… Mercy.

    Illuminations As Thy Cradles Rock Falsely
    With The sad Arrogance Of Label Made Kings,
    Offering Up All Your Dead sons,
    father, mother, sisters, brothers
    used up,
    Mother-Fuckers
    Who have killed the word, & the sound & whole world of grace
    Monotonous with

    “Hype”

    With the smiles of Money~Greed Messiahs
    Sampling Out Salvation, A Promise, A Lie,
    All Their Words Now,
    Just An Epiphany,

    In A “Box”

    Moving on down towards
    South Of Heaven
    Non-Transcendence Dead Enlightenment &
    The Dead Roar Of Time
    That says

    “Nothing”

    Nothing.

    Fore-wards
    Back-wards stealing From All the Lost Poets & the dead souls
    With a weak childish snarl that says, “ME’ “MINE”
    A place where no philosophers need apply.
    With No More Gods To Worship &
    No more new myths to create

    As The Vessel Sinks,
    Stinks,
    Reeks Of Slamming bores
    Rhyming Whores for all the same crimes

    Yo.

    Pants Un-Fit With weak words that will not survive
    The Tides Of Time
    And that shall never ever make it
    Unto The Shore.

    As one-day they will all say:

    Kill Roy was here
    And he wrote a poem upon the WALL
    Which said this

    “NOTHING”

    Except that he was here.

    With his Bling Props No Props No Echo Your Masses Asses Making
    Hip Gang Signs & Buying Up Your Video Product

    YO.

    No Rebels left But Cowards Who just Sing The Song Of Thy Puppet Selves
    Little Boys Of Violence With Little Swords That Cannot & Will Never Plow The Field
    Of Men.

    Because, with weapon in pants, they are shit. Who do not mend.

    Hip?
    Gone.
    Now amongst us silent

    Hop?
    Dead

    The very thought
    That once we shit thru our veins, living
    Lost,
    Intolerable,
    And MIA

    As non aware un-alive
    Follows when time is measured
    monosyllabic and in waning days
    For death recurrence
    And numbers on papers, not soldiers
    Become A Waste Of All That Is-Was Life.

    But Can such an Armageddon
    Accidental circumstances exist?
    Life? Made of location and color
    When the door of words is finally broken
    With All levels un-covered
    And Boring sets made of dead set repetition?

    No.

    Because every man
    therefore may whisper in the wind,
    tend to the madness,
    up to him-self,
    Disappear
    in thy-self.

    No.

    That these are all faults
    because every man
    therefore may whisper in the wind,
    Unto the vast world
    Which is Now Dead

    To Others.

    Saxophone,

    screaming…

    (Once like jazz… morphine.. salvation… running, thru the streets)

    A World On Fire

    Which said something

    That Mattered

    Now dead.

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    ~ R.M. Engelhardt

  • American City
    America was different. America was a river, roaring along, unmindful of the past. I could wade into this river, let my sins drown to the bottom, let the waters carry me someplace far. Someplace with no ghosts, no memories, and no sins.

    ~ Khaled Hosseini

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    Before super models
    Ruled the earth
    There were people.
    Before idiots
    Controlled
    The government
    There were wise men.
    The future

    Is now

    The past.
    Desolate faces
    Ride subway trains & buses without
    Hope. Hoping.

    And politics
    Has become

    A children’s

    Game.
    While going down

    On Madison Avenue
    The persuaders,

    Manipulators & Predators Worship

    In churches

    Of nothingness.
    In churches

    Of shit.
    The media

    Ignoring What is To come

    And be.
    Because it’s Bad for publicity

    And bad

    For business.
    That these truths

    Are self-evident.
    That people

    Are dying

    Over oil reserves

    In the Middle East.
    That people

    Are being denied
    Their rights.

    That No one has

    The balls to
    Stop the maniacs

    Who’ve taken over

    Our lives.

    So just accept it.

    Relax.

    Buy a coke
    And a smile.
    As the lights
    In your child’s
    Eyes

    Dim.

    Fade.

    And go out.

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    ~ R.M. 2005

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    I am waiting for my number to be called

    and I am waiting

    for the Salvation Army to take over

    and I am waiting

    for the meek to be blessed

    and inherit the earth

    without taxes

    and I am waiting

    for forests and animals

    to reclaim the earth as theirs

    and I am waiting

    for a way to be devised

    to destroy all nationalisms

    without killing anybody

    and I am waiting

    for linnets and planets to fall like rain

    and I am waiting for lovers and weepers

    to lie down together again

    in a new rebirth of wonder”

    ~ Lawrence Ferlinghetti – I am Waiting

     

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  • IN THE ABSENCE OF LIGHTS

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    Dark-mirrored hallways
    a dim precision march
    Here we have tread before
    Without fear/Well measured
    Pagan desires and objective
    Study. Pavlov’s dog is still
    Breathing, his cigarette falls
    To the floor and he dances like
    a manic animal. Lost in the
    headlights, accidents shall
    occur once more. There are
    no excuses left for avatars,
    no reasons left for men,
    only lights in the doorways
    flicker and then they slowly

    ===F===A===D===E

    (to grey)

    (to grey)

    (to grey)

    out.

    exit.

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    N I G H T

     

    In the dark we rarely see 

    Images from movies appear 

    Easy to remain the voyeur 

    As Bogart stares at Bacall. 

    Here, are your vampires 

    your child-like apparitions 

    Yet true monsters are by far 

    better dressed and elusive 

    who, when asked to be truthful 

    shall lie as they calculate your 

    fate, look into your eyes and say 

    “Don’t worry, all is well”. 

    There is something strange about 

    demons, night holds the key, we 

    devoured by these realities which 

    someone has named the truth. 

    And yet, who if asked would pray 

    for a parallel universe? Would you? 

    Would God do this after listening 

    to choirs? So uninspired 

    that he would need to cool off? 

    This is an impersonation, he is 

    wearing old spice, his shirt open 

    down to his navel. Disgusted, we 

    turn away from this sight, a decaying 

    Casanova hiding in the shadows of his youth.

    As night approaches, we, much like 

    our old ancestors, still stare into the 

    fires and wonder about our lives, dream 

    of our own private shambalas, forget, 

    pass the bottle and survive. 

    But is this all we shall amount to? 

    When all we know is nothing, 

    Except this

     

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    A POEM FROM MY DESTRUCTIONS

    And now alas yet another poem from my destructions,

    You, witness to and here in new flesh and new skin.

    The skin of hero, the skin of snake, the skin of monster, the skin of saint all gradually and eventually shedding piece by piece living and dying and reinventing the world. Poems, photographs, enemies and the catastrophes which perish into the void. Paper, undigested words, mute horses and mad nostalgic whores, all reality deficient and nocturnally deaf to the unpure beating heart of man and muse. Reason-religion-idealism-theory….and shit. The perfect and critical butt-flight of monkeys and the cacophony of idle crows who sit upon the fences of eternity passing judgment upon our souls until we give in…to emptiness. But let them all know this;

    That Jesus came unabridged with two fish and a loaf of bread, more a poet than a precise carpenter and he fed multitudes….

    “With hope”

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    LAST CALL

    When stars fall out of the sky and 
    all lights fade into silence.
    When you grow cold
    Eyes grow old
    Touch grows cold
    Stars fall out of the sky

    And lights still fade.

    After years
    After hours
    After moments
    That never mattered

    You grow cold
    Love grows cold
    Eyes grow old

    And love fails..falls,
    Fucked up and silent
    Foolish and waiting

    In the corner.

    When the universe mo longer
    Yields to your commands

    When the mirror finally breaks
    And all you are left with is glass

    You grow old
    touch grows cold
    eyes grow old

    And all of the stars still
    Fall out of the sky

    It’s time for the last call.

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    R.M. Engelhardt Copyright 2005.