PERCHANCE
The night is far too humid
Misery
Older than I wish to be
My spirit younger than some
Sitting outside on an old
Wooden chair having a smoke
And a beer
In the summer time
Like another old Bob Seger song
Reminiscing about the days
Gone by
Past days
Past lives
The thrill of it all
A time that has never lost
It’s soul
Or heart
Solitude though I find
Is far better
Knowing
Exactly who you are
And the idea of death
Doesn’t really scare me
But the state of the world still does
Someday
The very thought of leaving behind
A shit show world that never had
The freedom to grow, the chance
To thrive
That now, younger generations
Will have to fix and clean up
And history
Is never kind to us
Our voices lost admist
The screams and the blood
Gen X
Boomers
Protest
Etc
The good people of our times
Just thrown in a pile with the
Sick demented bastard ones
The artists of our time viewed
As possibly contributing nothing
And that’s the rub
The curse of being someone
Something different
Recognized
As the same
After the party’s over
And all the music has died
And the fools pushing entertainment
To blot out reality keep talking & talking
Carry on
Carry on
Because everybody wants a good time
Because everybody bullshits themselves and says
Hey
Not my problem
But who told us we were responsible?
Who told us we owed this country or
Planet anything back?
Bury me in the backyard
Bury me in the city park
It doesn’t matter
But I’d rather write
And try to do my part
Simply because
That’s who I am
And what I do
Perchance it’s all a
Dream
Trying to keep away
The nightmares
I need another beer
Because the chaos isn’t
Quiet enough
And people
Keep getting killed
And shot
Carry on
Carry on
Carry on
~ R.M. Engelhardt
©2026



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