R.M. ENGELHARDT

Poet Writer Author Albany NY

  • Sunday. The rain falling and the quiet solitude rushing in. Seems like a good day to not ponder many of life’s meaningless questions but simply to relax, light up a cigarette and to continue dreaming … dreaming … dreaming

    ~ R.M. ENGELHARDT

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    Don’t use the phone. People are never ready to answer it.
    Use poetry
     ~ Kerouac

     

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    All things on earth point home in old October: sailors to sea, travelers to walls and fences, hunters to field and hollow and the long voice of the hounds, the lover to the love he has forsaken. For have not all these things been here before, have we not seen them, heard them, known them, and will they not live again for us as they did once, if only you come back again?”
     
    ~ Thomas Wolfe, Of Time and the River 
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    A March snow
    Has fallen
     
    Small children
    Create angels
    On earth
     
     
    They smile.
     
     
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    R.M. ENGELHARDT
     
  • Emerson
    “Be not the slave of your own past. Plunge into the sublime seas, dive deep and swim far, so you shall come back with self-respect, with new power, with an advanced experience that shall explain and overlook the old.”
    ~  Ralph Waldo Emerson
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    I know it is a good poem when I cut my self shaving.”

    ~ W.H. Auden

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    Some people.

     

    Some people, will lie

    Some people, will cheat.

     

    Play dead

    Play the martyr

    Destroy all others

     

    Regardless…of the outcome.

     

    Never taking the blame

    Never taking the fall,

    And never feeling the pain

     

    Of all others.

     

    And someone once told me;

     

    “That honest people don’t exist anymore in the 21st century”

     

    And someone once told me;

     

    “That love…is dead”

     

    And perhaps, they were right.

     

    But I am not a romantic

    I am a romantic

    I am the last rational man

     

    With a soul.

     

    I am the last human being left who still believes

     

    In “The Way”

     

    I have done the unavoidable.

    I have done the unreliable.

    And I have been the unwanted… as well.

     

    “The Dead”

     

    “The Living”

     

    “The Risen”

     

    So call me… what you will.

    Do your best, or do… your worst.

     

    But either way, know this;

     

    That you can never win

    A battle against a man

    Who’s already gone head to head

    With the universe

     

    And “Lost”

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    R.M. Engelhardt

  • The Hollow Men

     

          I
    
    We are the hollow men
    We are the stuffed men
    Leaning together
    Headpiece filled with straw. Alas!
    Our dried voices, when
    We whisper together
    Are quiet and meaningless
    As wind in dry grass
    Or rats’ feet over broken glass
    In our dry cellar
    
    Shape without form, shade without colour,
    Paralysed force, gesture without motion;
    
    Those who have crossed
    With direct eyes, to death’s other Kingdom
    Remember us—if at all—not as lost
    Violent souls, but only
    As the hollow men
    The stuffed men.
    
          II
    
    Eyes I dare not meet in dreams
    In death’s dream kingdom
    These do not appear:
    There, the eyes are
    Sunlight on a broken column
    There, is a tree swinging
    And voices are
    In the wind’s singing
    More distant and more solemn
    Than a fading star.
    
    Let me be no nearer
    In death’s dream kingdom
    Let me also wear
    Such deliberate disguises
    Rat’s coat, crowskin, crossed staves
    In a field
    Behaving as the wind behaves
    No nearer—
    
    Not that final meeting
    In the twilight kingdom
    
          III
    
    This is the dead land
    This is cactus land
    Here the stone images
    Are raised, here they receive
    The supplication of a dead man’s hand
    Under the twinkle of a fading star.
    
    Is it like this
    In death’s other kingdom
    Waking alone
    At the hour when we are
    Trembling with tenderness
    Lips that would kiss
    Form prayers to broken stone.
    
          IV
    
    The eyes are not here
    There are no eyes here
    In this valley of dying stars
    In this hollow valley
    This broken jaw of our lost kingdoms
    
    In this last of meeting places
    We grope together
    And avoid speech
    Gathered on this beach of the tumid river
    
    Sightless, unless
    The eyes reappear
    As the perpetual star
    Multifoliate rose
    Of death’s twilight kingdom
    The hope only
    Of empty men.
    
          V
    
    Here we go round the prickly pear
    Prickly pear prickly pear
    Here we go round the prickly pear
    At five o’clock in the morning.
    
    Between the idea
    And the reality
    Between the motion
    And the act
    Falls the Shadow
                                    For Thine is the Kingdom
    
    Between the conception
    And the creation
    Between the emotion
    And the response
    Falls the Shadow
                                    Life is very long
    
    Between the desire
    And the spasm
    Between the potency
    And the existence
    Between the essence
    And the descent
    Falls the Shadow
                                    For Thine is the Kingdom
    
    For Thine is
    Life is
    For Thine is the
    
    This is the way the world ends
    This is the way the world ends
    This is the way the world ends
    Not with a bang but a whimper.
    The Hollow Men | 1925
    Happy Birthday To T.S. Elliot

     

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    “Cheat your landlord if you can and must, but do not try to shortchange the Muse. It cannot be done. You can’t fake quality any more than you can fake a good meal.”

    ~ William S. Burroughs

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    “Once in a while there is a man who won’t do what is demanded of him, and do you know what happens? The whole machine devotes itself coldly to the destruction of his difference. They’ll beat your spirit and your nerves, your body and your mind, with iron rods until the dangerous difference goes out of you.”

    ~  John Steinbeck